Mummy told me just now, she have lost the will to live anymore. She say recently those are a few case of babies going to live with GOD. She say she too hope that GOD will call for her soon. But hor, she is worried about me. She say she doubt that daddy will love me like the way she love me.

I dun understand a single word, when I ask mummy to explain. She only look t me with teary eyes. Can someobe tell me what happen to mummy?

Mummy say, I will not be seeing daddy for the next 2 days coz daddy go back to ah ma house. Because daddy went for dental surgery today. Mummy say got 6 stitches & the tooth very long. EEEEEEEEEE must be very scary, i better dun see else tonight I will have nightmare.

But hor, daddy never come home also good lah, Then I can sleep on his bed liao. Yeah!!!

Last Saturday mummy bring me & Mickey to Aunty Gi's house for potluck. We had an enjoyable time there. I saw Rusty di di again, he look bigger liao, but still very big leh dunno why. I make new friends as well - Jojo, Simba, Bruno, Uni, Lady, Phoebe, Tara & Cookie... and and and a pretty girl call Belle. Mickey told me he also enjoy himself very much. coz yee yee seldom bring him go gai gai. So mummy bring him go gai gai he very happy. He make alots of new friend. And his favourite is baby Brownie. He say she is so beautiful.

Don't know why, mummy is so good to me these few days. She remove the gate at the kitchen, now i am able to roam freely while daddy & mummy are at work. Hope mummy will not put the gate back. I like to move about freely in the house. I don't wish to live in the kitchen, kitchen so hot.

Mummy, I am hungry can i have food please!!! But mummy ignore me. All thanks to the my teacher, he tell mummy to take away my dinner just because I turn to take a look at something. He tell mummy only to give me food tomorrow morning.

Mummy told me yesterday Xiao Bai had gone to a far away place and will not be coming back anymore. I ask her why but she only cry and hug me tight tight. Mummy say we can never see Xiao Bai anymore.

I miss Xiao Bai, when can I see him again?

Today, I am very tired coz got lesson again. Teacher say I very clever. But hor he say something like 'Mind Development' I dun understand leh. Ask mummy but she never tell me, just ask me eat more ginko nut.

This morning daddy scold mummy again. He say she is spending too much time on me. And neglect other thing like household chore, watch TV & talk to him. Why do adult like talking? Can't they be like us, play, sleep & eat only.

This morning I got behave myself, I follow mummy into the toilet and I pee behind the shower screen. ANd Mummy Praise me. Yeah.

Mummy say my mouth 'chow chow' & ask me drink more water. My mouth 'chow chow' meh? How come I dun know?

I miss Tinkerbelle, so long never see her liao. Duno what is she doing now? Aunty Meena say raining, so Tinkerbelle cannot go gai gai

Mummy say yesterday night Gugu Dada & Gugu Becka cry coz their flower girl got married liao. Who is their flower girl? Mummy say is Gugu Huimin. Never mind lah, I tell Gugu Dada & Gugu Becka next time they get married I be their page boy. They all laugh at me. Why har? Now I very sleepy liao. nite! nite!

Tomorrow got Obedience Training. Teacher very fierce and mummy very clumsy so end up make me feel very uncomfortable.

Mummy say tomorrow night she is going to attend Gugu Huimin's wedding dinner, she say I have to be a good boy & stay at home. Mummy, I also want to go can or not. Please, please, can I go with you.

Mummy got me a new bed, made by Aunty Meena - Tinkerbelle's mummy. I really like it. Thank you Aunty Meena.

I invite Mickey my cousin to share my bed with me, when he come for a visit.

Daddy always like to go out with his friends. I dun get to see him often, only mummy keeps me accompany. Mummy say daddy maybe got another family outside that why he always come home late.

How I wish daddy can come home straight after work to play with me & hug me.

Mummy told daddy, if he still refuse to come home immediately after work then, mummy will go & jump down.

Mummy, please dun do that, I want mummy. So daddy please come home after work. ok