Anti-Confinement

I had been 9 years and I still cannot get over the agony of performing confinement. Although mine is not a proper confinement and we almost pack mixed rice from coffeeshop but I am still upset over it.

Why should I suffer after giving birth? Why should I eat the so call healthy food? Don't anyone know that breastfeeding mothers cannot take ginger or wine as they need to feed the baby? And whatever they eat will be pass through to the baby via the breast milk?

If the mother take wine, the alcohol will be pass to the baby. That is why some babies sleep soundly after meals if the mum had taken wine before feeding the baby. The answer is = the baby is drunk.

I ban ginger, sesame oil from my kitchen because I was force to consumed it during the confinement.

I will continue to promote the bad of confinement.

My Hospitalization trips

I had persistent fever of more than 38°C for 1 week. Eventually it leads me to KKH and finally landed in TTSH.

My memories of TTSH was how it look like two decades ago when I came for neurology appointment. You need to walk around 8 to 10 mins between block A and block C. And a few years ago when hubby's grandmother passing.

It had gone through a very massive changes, all faculty under one building. The lobby looks very spacious and bright. The wards are under going renovation thus I was placed in an overflow ward. I am ok with this arrangement as the pain that I am having was quite intense.

The operation was arranged rather quick. It was done on the next morning, Thank God for the arrangement and I do not suffer too much pain after the operation. Nevertheless, the healing is a long process and l pray that God continue to be with me throughout the entire healing process.

Unpeaceful Household

Our family is going through a rather tough period now. Reason = Mummy’s depression & Popo’s so called "Agony" & Daddy’s bitterness.

Mummy’s depression started before Sarah was born. Now took a worse turn. She has been keeping to herself and refuse to communicate. She is abit not herself leh, just last week Sarah almost fell off the bed twice while in her care. Daddy saw what happen and scolded mummy for days. When will people realise that mummy need help badly as she is sinking deeper & deeper into misery. Too bad Daddy & Popo don’t seems to be aware of it.

Popo’s agony = Because Mummy stop her from doing what she feel is good for mei mei Sarah. Then Popo started saying my mummy this, my mummy that. And why my mummy stopped her from giving my mei mei what is good for her. And say my mummy is bad girl.

As for Daddy’s bitterness. Will as it were mention above, Daddy is feeling rather bitter toward mummy at this moment. Over what happen to my mei mei Sarah.

As for ME. I am the innocent party. Thanks to them I am become abit grumpy and weepy.

Only Sarah is happy as she is too young to know about what happen.